ok, long story short, im 17 im a student iv had a very bad couple of years starting at 11 until now, im living with my aunt due to reasons i dont want to explain.. i have all he responsibilities of an adult and none of the freeomd, im broke, i have no job i hat eliving here but its my only option, i hate getting up every morning i dont enjoy anything in ife anymore.. and genuinely dont want to live im extremely un motivated and some days juts dont want to get up and i go to bed every night hoping i dont wake up ... i think i need help but am genuinely to lazy to go find it.. its ahorrible cycle and its taking its toll on all my relationships, my schoolwork and my health.. what should i do?

ttyl-miracle

drug abuse resistance education.
aah, i remember those days.
just...if you mean by "tragedy in the past" is that ur mom/dad or both, died, then that's a a problem. but, you should tell them. or tell a priest at a church. i would tell a priest, but...hopefully they won't just say, "WELL THEN U R NOT WORTHY" becuz that happened to my friend. hang in there, or tell ur friends, and tell ur friends' mothers. hope this works...
and hang in there

insomniaticmeat

went out last night got smashed took coke got laid.. my aunt is snapping but i think its worth it .. man there is a reason to live and thats to party as for the counselling i seriously need it.. and ikm gunna look into it.. thanks everybody

templelane

Argh! That's not freedom, that's just a different kind of prison. I know so many people who have done that and well, I'm sure you know that it just doesn't end pretty. And it does end, eventually one way or another.

It's a temporary relief at best and it causes more problems than it's worth. I bet you knew what the repsonse to that post was going to be, and I bet you heard it before.

If you want help you can get it, sometimes it's not easy to find but it is there.

I just hope you don't wait too long.