I know this may sound incredibly wrong of me, but I want to express what I've been thinking. I'm only 18 years old, first year in college. Lately, I can't stop thinking how much I miss childhood. It's at the point that I think about it every day, and miss it incredibly. I live my life normally as an 18 year old, however anytime I see on television someone in middle school, read a comic book like Peanuts, see younger kids, see youth soccer games and such, I become incredibly aware that I'm older, and those days are over for me. I'm no longer a kid, and it's hard to realize that because, well, I've obviously been one for my whole life. I miss being a kid so much at times, I don't want to grow older. If this is how I feel at 18, I don't even want to imagine what it'll be like when I'm 20, 25, and even older. Is this abnormal at all? What can I do to stop missing my childhood? Funny thing, as a kid, no matter how much I couldnt do what I wanted, no matter how much I went through hard times, I always knew eventually I would miss childhood. Seems like now I do... shouldnt this only start to happen when I'm like, 30? I'm too young to already miss childhood, no? Am I completely crazy? Well, I think I've asked enough questions. I'd appreciate anyone's thoughts on the matter. Thanks.

Rechael

It would be a wonderful experience to reminisce your childhood, but have you ever think of the future. what would be the future like after ten or even more years later.

BattleAngel14745

Enjoy only being 18 because the harsh reality is it only gets worse. I'm only saying that because it's the God honest truth. Just wait until you have 10 million fu@king things that need to be done and you don't even have time to sit and think about how great it was being young.

NeedKarma

That's your opinion. I'm 42, just had my second kid, and am loving it. Being 18 is tough but it's a part of what defines you. Enjoy the experiences and the challenges, just remeber that "this too shall pass".

turtlegirl

Nah, life doesn't get harder or easier in general, although there will be spots of both. You're at college, new surroundings. I hated college and though I didn't long for childhood again, I longed for something ELSE. Maybe that's you. Now looking back I was probably in a situational depression. It's up and down.

I love thinking about me and my cousin took my Holly Hobbie lunchbox full of peanut butter sandwiches and lemonade for picnics in Maine when I was 5 or 6, but I also remember swinging in my backyard being really sad for no reason.

This too shall pass.

mike145k

ilisten i have connections what ever you want i will give to you.do no be in fear of the present,i know you miss being secure in that special way only a child can feel,perhaps your parents dont give you enough love anymore thats the whole problem you can not fool me i am full expert when it comes to problems, i am here to guide you to safety.i also see a boy who you like but do not go near him he is not good for you his name is tom or something like that.do not go out with any guy untill you become 21.

fredg

Hi,
Getting older means responsibility.
You could be having thoughts about being on your own, sooner or later, being responsible for yourself and your life.
As a child, these thoughts rarely came into our minds. We were carefree, not worrying about anything!
Now, it's different. You will grow, learn how to cope, learn about life. Life is wonderful, and is what you make it.
Best of luck, and don't worry,
fredg

shenda

As a child, I remember the comforts and security of home; knowing that All would be OK because I was never alone. I knew my parents had everything under control, but as a young adult, I was afraid to grow old. I did not know what tomorrow would bring because suddenly I had to introduce myself to me. You are free to choose, make decisions, set standards that will govern the rest of life. Do not be afraid...listen to your inner voice. Allow the child inside to live while embracing new found responsibilites and accountabilities. There exist a balance...I am sure you will discover it.