| I Let My Guard Down And Now Im Upset
i Just Recently Had Sex After Not Having It For A While. Well Its Almost Been Two Weeks And I Really Have Been Thinking That All He Did Was Use Me. And Im Sure He Did Cause Guys Say Anything To Get Laid. But You Know How When Your Drunk And The Truth Comes Out Of People. Well Thats Kinda What Happened We Got Drunk And We Were At A Party And We Were Having Fun Flirting And What Not...he Was Telling Me That He Cares For Me So Much...and Mind You We Have Known Each Other For Almost Two Years And Have Always Been Attracted To Each Other Just Never Did Anything About It....so Backtracking A Little Bit...two Days Before I Went To Spend The Weekend With Him, He Had Called Me Out Of The Blue And Was Seeing How I Was Doing, I Was Telling Him That I Was Losing Weight And Changing My Hair And All That Good Stuff...and He Had Seen A Picture Of Me That Was About Four Years Old, And Asked Me If Im Going Back To That Girl And I Told Him That I Was Going To Try...so We Were Talking And He Was Pretty Much Cofessing Every Feeling That He Has Ever Had For Me....so Basically My Question Is Was It Wrong For Me To Put My Guard Down And Sleep With Him, I Didnt Think I Was Going To Feel This Bad. And How Can I Pick Myself Up Again, I FEEL USED AND IT UPSETS ME THAT I COULD BE SO STUPID. HOW CAN I MAKE MY SELF ESTEEM GO BACK UP WHERE IT WAS BEFORE THIS HAPPENED. PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!!! Please Help. Im Sorry If I Confused Anyone With This!!!
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