Well I'm seventeen and at first I look like an average kid, but inside I know there is something wrong. I go on each day and I'm not happy as I used to be. I feel as though I have entered a depression and I figure it has something to do with me feeling lonely. All my friends have a certain someone that they can spend time with and I guess that must be getting to me. I recently liked someone but that person actually turned out to be using me and I went through a sudden realization that maybe I won't ever meet anyone for me. I really don't know what to do, I have also started smoking and have no idea why. I recently went a week of driving around in my car in hopes that I could get into a car accident. I know that I would never due anything that drastic and was wondering if there was anything you great people could tell me to help me become more motivated and less lonely and depressed. Also the girl that used me is all I think about and I don't know how to get her off my mind, it drives me crazy.
I could only imagine the sense of loneliness that you feel driving around in your car alone finding something to do on a Friday night. You should be parting with your friends or hooking up on a date right? Well girls come and go; some are good and others well...you know. You sound like a really sweet guy and I am sorry you got used. Not all of us are like that and there is someone out there for you. You are seventeen so you have plenty of time to date and play the single game (which I personally know can be a disaster sometimes) but think of every encounter as an experience.
WHY WOULD YOU START SMOKING??? Thats stupid, I smoked at 14 and still have a hard time with it...STOP. Ok, so you need something to fill up your time (this is why your smoking and why she is still on your mind). How about joining a sport? going to the gym? hobby? What do you like to do?
Well I'm seventeen and at first I look like an average kid, but inside I know there is something wrong. I go on each day and I'm not happy as I used to be. I feel as though I have entered a depression and I figure it has something to do with me feeling lonely. All my friends have a certain someone that they can spend time with and I guess that must be getting to me. I recently liked someone but that person actually turned out to be using me and I went through a sudden realization that maybe I won't ever meet anyone for me. I really don't know what to do, I have also started smoking and have no idea why. I recently went a week of driving around in my car in hopes that I could get into a car accident. I know that I would never due anything that drastic and was wondering if there was anything you great people could tell me to help me become more motivated and less lonely and depressed. Also the girl that used me is all I think about and I don't know how to get her off my mind, it drives me crazy.
here is your answer..MUSIC!(rock/metal)..suite yourself...
I don't know where you live, but we have TONS of cross country teams where I live that are not affiliated with any schools and are always looking for strong runners.
Ever looked into the junior olympics? My daughter's 18 year old friend just got on the team. And because of it, and her training all year long, she is looking at a full ride scholarship her sophomore year in college.
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