
im stressed out already im tired of trying to please everyone in my family and in my relationship! i have recently dropped out of high school because im so depressed that i failed every single one of my classes know i just quite my job because im suppose to start watching my nephew i love him to death. but my sister is taking care of all the paper work so i can start but it seems that shes not doing nothing at all.

and on top of all of that me and my boyfriend want to have a baby but i have had no luck being able to get pregnant yet! im so tired of this life sometimes i think about just starting to do drugs again i stopped on new years of this month and have been clean but since my problems have started i just want to smoke so i can relax and have fun again! im only 18 years old and im already tired of life! i started doing drugs after my grandfather died in 2004 and stopped when i got with my boyfriend. i haven't been able to sleep all i do is think that i want to be pregnant so i can have another reason to live but it just wont happen to me!

I JUST WANT TO DIE AND LEAVE ALL MY PROBLEMS BEHIND ME!!!!!!!!!!

SOMEBODY PLEASE GIVE ME SOME KIND OF ADVICE????????
