Does anyone ever feel like If you could just be dead for 5 minutes just not feel the pain for five minutes you would be okay? I mean like if you have kids and you care about them enough not to end it completely. But sometimes it hurts so much that if just for 5 minutes. an hour would feel so sweet.

mrs.pennell

Oh crankie, that's so sad. My sister who was diagnosed with severe depression used to say the same thing. Do you have anyone you can talk to? She eventually (after many years) got some help and she's doing much better now. But for a long time she sounded just like you and it tore me apart.

cdh

I am assuming that you are referring to emotional pain. If so find something that gets your mind off of it. I am going through quite a bit of emotional pain myself but I know that things are going to get better. Just keep your head up and dont ever think of death as an alternative to the pain. Things will get better eventually

nymphetamine

I will try. I just feel so i dnt know right now. like ripping myself apart. I dnt know why I feel tht way today. I know. I can listen to some music. music is good.

nymphetamine

whats a good non depressing song? please nothing scary.

qwertyman

A completely inebriated man was stumbling down the street with one foot on the curb and one foot in the gutter. A cop pulled up and said, "I've got to take you in, pal. You're obviously drunk."

Our wasted friend asked, "Officer, are ya absolutely sure I'm drunk?"

"Yeah, buddy, I'm sure," said the copper. "Let's go."

Breathing a sigh of relief, the wino said, "Thank goodness, I thought I was crippled."
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You sure you're not exaggerating...?

nymphetamine

lol. thanks for the joke.

cdh

Though i am a country music fan, the wrong country song can get you down. i am not necessarily a Tom Cochran fan but "life is a Highway" seems pretty upbeat to me.

talaniman

Hi crankie,sorry to hear your having such a blue time and you need a little music to pick you so i do have a suggestion.I don't know what sytem you run but checkout RAPSODY(or whatever program you have)and program yourself one of those personal radio staions and jam to your favorite tunes while you browse the threads and check out the newbies, or close your eyes and just let the music wash over you.Whenever I'm messing around on the ole 'putor I'm usually listening to the jams I put together ,all my favorites!Now you just cheer up cause you know what goes down will always come back up or something like that!Anyway I like the oldies and don't know about the new stuff so I'd hate to suggest a thirty year old song-Black-eye-Peas maybe I don't know how bout nellie and hop around for a while, its good for your hips,ok get your own music then and Good luck tomorrow is better!

nymphetamine

Hey yall Im sorry about coming in here like that.It sux to feel that way. Thanx for the cheerup.