| could i be bipolar?
i know that i suffer from more than one type of depression. ive been like this my whole life and it only gets worse with age. i have lots of depression symptom, ive taking antidepressants.
but lately little things have seem to stress me out so much more. i have lots of mood swings several times a day. i get so angry and i really dont know where all this angry comes from. and i end up just blowing up, yelling, arguing, i throw things, ill punch walls and sometimes myself. i get so anger that ill cry and cry and this several times a day too. everything just seems to get to me to stress me out so much. no one understand how i feel. ive just to explain it too my bf but he thinks i just need to stop being angry. he says im angry all the times offen picks at me about having 3 levels of angry. i just get so angry that i cant control it. im afraid im going to hurt myself. i dont know wat to do i feel so alone. ive seen snapped at ppl i dont normally. but mostly my bf gets most of it, i guess cuz im always around the most. im so afraid that he going to end up hating me, if he doesnt already. everything just seems so hard and i can say i have thought of giving up. its getting so hard for me to deal with myself on a day to day bases. and i really do hate myself. im so tired of hurting , hurting the ppl around me. this is just not something that has just happened in passed year, i have dealt with this most my life. my bf doesnt understand why i want him to go everywhere with me when i leave my house, he doesnt understand how hard it really is for me to do everyday things. he does get upset with me and ive tried to explain it to him the best i know how.
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