any ideas?

cutie08 · #1 Dec 25, 2006, 05:40 PM

im deppressed
i just wanna die
ive made to many mistakes to fix anything
and i just wanna die
i hate lving now
ive ed up to much im loosing everyone thati love

any ideas on how anyone?

littleone · Dec 25, 2006, 05:46 PM

honey, give them a call at 800-suicide . The people at the national hopeline are really great. They can set you up with the help you need right now.

I'm bipolar and I have often been in very bad places; sometimes a warm voice is all you need for the moment.

samyer · Dec 27, 2006, 11:02 AM

Cutie08,

Please call someone - - I've been there. I struggle with depression. I too have done things in my life that have made me feel I was worthless. It seemed like there was no way to fix my problems. I don't know your particular situation but know that you are not alone. The advice they've given you in the previous answers is good advice. Please call someone, go to the emergency room - - whatever but contact someone. Know that God is with you and He doesn't want you to feel the way you're feeling. I've found myself before in a lonely dark place emotionally and having someone to just listen to me helped. I will pray for you. Please let us know how you are doing...

chuff · Dec 27, 2006, 07:37 PM

I don't mean to pry but I guess I kind of do, but what are you depressed about? Is it something recent or has it been building?

sadiesmom · Dec 28, 2006, 02:45 PM

you are not going to find any ideas about how to kill yourself in this forum. but, we will tell you how to live. sometimes it is very very difficult and it really hurts. but if we just look at what all we have messed up we would all give up. i am thinking about writing a book about how much i have screwed up in life. it would be a really big book! focusing on our mistakes is not the answer. we need to look at what we can do to make things better and focus on what we have and not what we dont have. find something beautiful and positive and focus on it. i have learned that whatever we focus on... we will go toward that. stop focusing on killing yourself or wanting to die. life is a challenge and you can do it. call the suicide hotline number given in littleone's post. sometimes it is hard to find a way to make things work out; but, it feels so good when we dont give up and finally see our efforts are working. Dont Give Up!

jrussole · Dec 30, 2006, 08:57 AM

cutie, I once had a patient who felt the same as you. She told me she would drive home from work and make a wish to die everyday of her life. After her diagnosis of a life threatening illness and everything that she had to endure to stay alive -she began to feel differently.
Ironically, she told me that her illness is what saved her!
She told me that becoming ill made her realize the importance of living!
She told me that it was a tough lesson to learn.
Please find a way to get the help you need so that you too don't have to learn such a hard lesson in life.

If you find yourself down and there is no where to turn. There is always support at your fingertips. Call the hotline. Get confidential support. Open your heart to share with someone what could be eating you alive, inside. There is always someone out there in the world that can sympatize with what you are going through. And help you get through it.

Suicidal Addiction · Jan 24, 2007, 10:50 AM

i know just how u feel it may feel like u dont want to talk but when u do it feels so much better thats what i did and i dont want to die anymore and im glad i talked it through cuz now i see what i would have missed if i had killed myself....... everyone makes mistakes some u can fix and some u cant but everything will get better after a while just give it some time do u cut ur self ??

Paigiebaby · Dec 5, 2007, 03:00 PM

Please go get help. You are going to get through this tough time. Their people who love you and would never want you to leave them. If you killed yourself think about the people who you would be hurting. You don't want to hurt them I know that. What ever you are dealing with talk to someone about how you feel. I think killing your-self is the cowardly way. And I don't think you are a coward. So please get help. Good Luck!



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