Some of you may recognize me from some of my postings on relationships.
If I look back at my life even just a year ago, I was very active and not feeling so depressed. I own a business that's doing well, I have several great hobbies, I have great friends. The average person would say " Why are you so depressed?" Well... I am!
I went through a bad breakup at the beginning of April that pretty much crippled me.
I have been seeing a therapist for a few months now and that seems to help sometimes.
I started working out, getting in shape, I am a 14 week non-smoker now after 20 years, I was feeling a lot better. This woman that dumped me is still very much in my head.
The past week or so has been horrible. I don't even want to leave the house. All I want to do is lay around and be lazy. I feel extremely lonely now. I have had long periods of being single and was very much o.k. with it. But now its terrible. I'm 36 and feel like I'm running out of time. ( You older folks reading this are probably all chuckling right now)
I am just not happy at all with myself right now. I'm afraid of getting on medication.
Somebody cheer me up PLEASE!