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am i bi-polar? Do i have a mental issue?

Asked Jun 1, 2012, 03:54 PM — 58 Answers
okay so i am 13F.

and i have depression/anxiety/and frequent mood swings. I have slit my wrists due to anger. I daydream about killing. Without a path. I have been taking medicine for it but it doesn't work. I can't trust any one because in my mind everyone wants to harm me. I do almost everything to harm me...smoke, cut, aimlessly walking. I am constantly trying to cause me pain. When people make me mad i wanna hurt me instead of them. I don't know what is keeping me from going all the way... But i see and in the future i will be dead. I already know how i am going to commit suicide.

no one believes me. Everyone thinks i am doing this for attention and i am not. I am shy and i dislike attention.

help me please!

and don't be rude i get enough of that already!


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Jun 1, 2012, 04:17 PM
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okay so i am 13F.

and i have depression/anxiety/and frequent mood swings. I have slit my wrists due to anger. I daydream about killing. Without a path. I have been taking medicine for it but it doesn't work. I can't trust any one because in my mind everyone wants to harm me. I do almost everything to harm me...smoke, cut, aimlessly walking. I am constantly trying to cause me pain. When people make me mad i wanna hurt me instead of them. I don't know what is keeping me from going all the way... But i see and in the future i will be dead. I already know how i am going to commit suicide.

no one believes me. Everyone thinks i am doing this for attention and i am not. I am shy and i dislike attention.

help me please!

and don't be rude i get enough of that already!


sr13
And if it doesn't work, then why aren't you telling your psychiatrist that? So your medications can be adjusted or changed.
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Jun 1, 2012, 04:19 PM


Yes, you have some type of problem, and if you are not getting professional help you need to.
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Jun 1, 2012, 04:34 PM
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And if it doesn't work, then why aren't you telling your psychiatrist that? So your medications can be adjusted or changed.
i do and all he does is up the dose--just more meds....im still crying every night. I have been taking the pills for about 3-5 months now!
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Jun 1, 2012, 04:39 PM
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Yes, you have some type of problem, and if you are not getting professional help you need to.
thanks... Glad to know im crazy!! (no sarcasm)
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Jun 1, 2012, 04:40 PM
Only 3-5 months...then he is still working on finding the right medication and dosage for you yet. With these you don't change them overnight because their effect grows with time....and a you don't get an immediate reaction. SO while it appears painfully slow.....there is a reason for that. And changes may take a month or more to see how its going to work. As I said...because results are not immediate. And going too much too soon can be more dangerous than not enough.
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Jun 1, 2012, 04:44 PM
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Only 3-5 months...then he is still working on finding the right medication and dosage for you yet. With these you don't change them overnight because their effect grows with time....and a you don't get an immediate reaction.
so... What i have to wait years for this to kick in? I would've killed myself by then! I need urgent help!
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Jun 1, 2012, 04:46 PM


Are you meeting with a counselor or therapist for chat sessions at least twice a week?
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Jun 1, 2012, 04:53 PM
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Are you meeting with a counselor or therapist for chat sessions at least twice a week?
i met with my therapist 5 days out of a week. But i don't anymore after something "sinister" happened between my therapist and me. And i can't find another :/
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Jun 1, 2012, 04:55 PM


Five times in one week? What happened?

You MUST find another therapist.
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