1) You seem distressed if not frantic. I wish I could offer assistance but find your question confusing and indecipherable. Please take a few minutes to compose yourself and re-state so that I might understand your request, however,
2) It sounds, if I'm reading you correctly, as though you have an attending physician. If so, (s)he is your first, most available, knowledgeable and valuable resource. If so, please direct your concerns to said physician immediately. Further note that,
3) Internet resources should serve only as an informational resource (verification), and under no circumstances, should be used in lieu of professional services, medical or otherwise.
If, within these parameters, I can be of further assistance please let me know.