| thanks so much, Clough. I do talk to his mother about these things but whenever I do she just tells me to be strong, to not cry like she has. It's hard for me, I can't help the crying anymore. It won't stop when I want it too and I can't hold it in either. When I talk to his sister she says she doesn't want to talk about it or think about it so we just don't discuss it at all. On my side of the family they just tell me to quit freaking out. My sister even called me a cry baby. My mother just says that sucks nonchalantly and goes on talking about herself. The other military wives I know have been through it, I'm the only first timer and they just say that the first time is the hardest and that's about it. I feel like I am going crazy.
But I am very proud of my husband. He's a wonderful man and an awesome marine. He is also very proud to go and admire him for that. He's more than anything that I have ever dreamed of. He's my soulmate and I don''t know what to do without him for even just a day. | 
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