well i hαd α bαby αnd with thαt post pαrtum depression cαme αlong with thαt..

so well αnywαys.. it's over..

he wαs αlwαys so distαnt, αlwαys meαn to me, kept reminding me of pαst mistαkes, nαme-cαlled.. bαsicαlly emotionαl "αbuse"-- don't like thαt word so let's sαy bullying...

he'd hαve his good dαys but then bαd αnd eventuαlly with the ppdepression i got worse.. so i cαlled it quits-- i cried my brαins out but i know i don't deserve this treαtment.. he wαs over-controlling αnd would even question me when i would put on mαke up to go to the store.. i miss him αnd i wαnt him bαck though-- but i know it tαkes α while for thαt feeling to leαve you-- i think i'm more scαred of being αlone thαn αnything...

i need support αnd i'm lost i feel so sαd everything hαs gone wrong..

nauticalstar420

Cry all that you need to hunny. And after that, if you still need to cry some more, then cry some more. Crying is a healthy part of the process. -hugs to you-

kp2171

then cry.

you desere to feel the sadness. you need to feel it.

he could have been more. you deserved more.

dont hold back, dear.

kp2171

i was hurt beyond belief by a woman i dearly loved.

allowing myself to feel the hurt let me understand leaving her was the right thing to do.

i wish you were here right now.

you need to know you arent alone, no matter how it feels.

saraispiel19

thαnk you so much guys

i gtg now αnd be responsible--bαby woke up..

btw. my husbαnd isn't here... i feel so wierd.. should i pαck his things?..contαct divorce lαwyers--or would i still be αble to get αn αnnαulment?..

nauticalstar420

You're welcome. Give your baby lots and lots of kisses.

If it were me, I wouldnt pack his things. If you want him to leave, you should tell him calmly. When he gets home, make sure you know what you want to say, and say it. Packing his things and telling him to get out could just anger him even further.

Dennis777

Hello.

Sending you a Great Big Hug.

If he doesn't treat you like the special lady you are then move on. You don't need to have a child around all the problems. If your not thinking about yourself then think about your new child. Kids at any age can feel the love around them and they can also feel the pain around them. Its your job as a mother to give them the best possible chance at having a happy life. This starts with a Loving home. Can you say if your with him that your home will be filled with Love.

Dennis777

startover22

I am so sick to my stomach right now, I just can't talk......SaraIII, you know you will always have a friend in me....stay strong and let me get my bearings so I can talk straight. Hugs from an old friend, Start

Homegirl 50

Girl no woman deserves to be put down by a man. Some people will tell you "a no good man is better than no man at all" That is a lie. You can be lonesome and feel crumby all by yourself. You don't need a man around making you feel that way.
Get yourself together raise your child, re discover yourself and then "grow on". Leave what is behind behind and start a new day.

curlybenswife

My darling sarai you arent alone you have so many friends that all think you are wonderfull be strong my sweet and do whats right for you and that beautiful girl of yours xxxx

firmbeliever

Hey Sarai,
Better to leave than to hold on when you know its doing more harm than good.
Be strong....for you and your baby.
Being strong does not mean holding back tears, let go and cry all you want.
Then start afresh...

Hugs to you,
May you find peace.