| Take it easy. You've been through a lot.
As you have pointed out he was abusive, yet you still feel the need to depend on him. But what you really need to do is distance yourself from such an abusive person and surround yourself with loving people.
Go to your friends and family for support. People who care about you. Furthermore, you should strongly consider seeing a counsellor or a therapist to help you cope with all these traumatizing events.
But you have to believe that you will get through this. It's just a bump on the road, just need to get over the hump. |