okay well
i was a beginning level 5 acouple of months ago at my gym until i quit because i had a huge fear of going backwards !! i started learning my backhandspring a long time ago and once i got close i began twisting a certain way everytime i jumped back!! i have no idea why i cant do it because there were so many other girls that had gotten theres, but for some reason i never learned how to do it. it really makes me mad because my coach thought i would go really far and that i was a great gymnast its just that i have to get over my fear of going backwards. im not really scared that im going to hurt myself its and i know that i CAN do it .. so why cant i just jump back?
i need some real help because i would really like to be in gymnastics again, all my friends think i should too! i mean i would do anything for just a simple backhandspring but i dont know how to get over my fear !!
i almost had it twice but i always chicken out right when im close to actually getting it !!
im thinking that maybe this break might have helped and im telling myself that i kno i can do it .. but im just scared that i wont be able to do it and i cant full-fill my dream ..... can someone please help me ?
