Hello jk... I am so sorry you are going through what appears to be a very difficult time in your life.
I wonder, are you an only child? maybe your parents have difficulties that you are unaware of,which could be why they seem to be taking all their frustration out on you!
What ever their problems are, they should not be doing this.You say you work hard but they don't appreciate it,just throw it back in your face,have you asked them why they are doing this,or would they just shout you down if you did?Do you help around the house,chores ,maybe a bit of shopping what ever it may be,if you don't perhaps that maybe an angle you could use,offer to make a cup of tea/coffee now and then or perhaps tidy up,wash up etc... it might soften them toward you a little.
I don't understand why they would do this,if you are doing everything that is asked of you.jk,you really need to talk to somebody about this,have you a Grandma or Auntie,or any relative at all that you get along with that you could confide in,if only to relieve the burden of it all in your head.
No one could live on a permanent basis, constantly being verbally abused like this,you must speak to someone straightaway.If this continues it will affect everything in your life,from friends to family the way you feel about yourself and most importantly your school grades, that must not happen.Please go and speak to somebody who you know will let you speak and who will listen to what you have to say.
Remember you can always phone childline or samaritines, totally annonymous,they are always there ready to help.Do not leave this situation as it is ,it will only get worse as you get older,stop it now,before that happens... takecare
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