Originally Posted by
petiteflower
I have been looking many places for a thread as this... There are many on abused children, but little on abused parents. I have been abused by my only child for over 20 years.. She has beat me, cursed me, blames me for everything. The worst is she makes up lies about me, and slanders me to all she can. I have been feeling no love for her the last few years, it is as if she drained the love from me. She still tries to mess with my mind, but I try to keep little contact with her. She has killed so much in me, I feel a pain I can not explain. She has no kids, and would never understand the horrible life I lived as a single patent with no money. I think I may have spoiled her to overcompensate but at this point I just want to forget her. I do not think she will get better. She sees a toxic phych who pumps her with drugs and tells her how evil I am, vased on her delusionsal stories. So I am in a no win situation. Sometimes I just want to change all my numbers and never see her again, I think 20 + years of abuse is enough.