I'm 17 years old. I feel like I have no friends. Well, I guess that isn't true, but I have friends that don't really like me. I never get invited to anything or included in anything. And boys won't even talk to me. I guess they think I'm weird. If I try to be friendly with people, they just look at me weird like I don't belong. I can't stand this anymore. Nobody likes me or cares about me. I'm always nice to people. I'm a little bit reserved at first, but when I get used to people I'm really fun. I just get more self-conscious and awkward and start hating myself more when I realize that no one cares. I just don't want to live anymore. I can't stand it. I want to die to so badly. Help.