I've tried to kill myself many times and i know life is not worth living i want to die so bad but every time i tried to kill myself it wouldn't work. It"s like god or who ever wants to torchere me and make my life miserable I am going to kill myself someday but i don't know when.

tinkerpan

I feel that way to at times. like now. I really rather get help and meet others who feel the same way.
it is hard to explain when you have no friends and no one is there for you.
I have a toddler and I feel like I am not giving him what he needs. I cry alot . and my mother is sick and wants to die. I am very depressed. I am looking for friends that feel the same way.
My family does nto understand. I beleive my husband does a bit but cant' help me right now. he tries but is is always working and I have teh baby. I want to wrok but his schedule does not allow time for him to do that. and day care does nto have night hours. I am losing friends all over the place.
I'll be your friend online if you want.

madbob28

i know what it feels my life it so evenone hates me got no job and i gat shouted at all the time so you not alone

madbob28

i know what it feels like my live is to. coz evenone hate me got not friends evenone shouts at me and i got no job

yesrod

You State You Want To Kill Youself,and Are Depressed And Lonely, But I Want You To Know Even Though I Dont Know You,you Are A Special Person And God Loves You Very Much. When You Feel Down, Remember You Are Somebody,when Things Dont Come Your Way Right When You Want Them To ,remember There Always On Time. You Have A Purpose In Life. And One Day You Will See That,but What Is Killing Yourself Going To Accomplish. Remember You Are Better Than That. Jesus Loves You

XxkissesxXX

all i can say is this "there is a reason you were put on this world and obviously it wasnt to leave yet" many ppl love u who you may never have thought did
think of the funny times in life and just try to laugh more and do things that you would have never thought of doing at least try to have a little fun then re-think dying it may not sound very appealing anymore"life is only fun if you make it"!

susananne

If God keeps stopping you...then you are meant for something greater...try reading A Purpossfull Life..it may help

secret_123

my boyfriends best mate committed suicide about a week ago. you dont want to do this. why do you think u want to die? think of the people who will be left behind, wondering forvever why and what they did to make you want to and blaming themselves,. You know the way you feel now, well if u killed yourself thats how all the people you leave behind will feel, miserable. do you want that for your friends and family?

bangalore12

I wanted to die too. I was mad at God for letting me suffer so much. I never went to church- didn't know anything about God, but somehow knew He was there when I was at my lowest and I was cursing Him for not taking my pain away. I bet you've talked to Him already. Don't stop. Be honest with him-he already knows what you're going through and EXACTLY how you feel and -believe it- He wants to help you. Dude I don't know your story, but I have one of my own that led me right where you are and I got through it. I'm now living a life of peace and joy and I want to help you to have the same. God created us with free will because he loves us and wants us to trust Him. You have another way out - You can have peace and enjoy your life. Please write back. Somebody cares.

Clough

Just so everyone knows, the person who originally started this thread, James66, hasn't returned to this site since July of 2007.

Thanks!

csaved

Hi James, I know how you feel sometimes. But hear me out. YOUR only thinking of yourself and not thinking about others who really love you. I am a christian and I know that I can lean on God to be there for me. I have to give up on my ways and the way im thinking and start listening to what God has for me. There is a passage in the Bible that I like to lean on. IT says that we only go through the pain of life only but a little while. then after it is all over, we will be with the Lord forever and will be so happy. But while your on this earth. your dealing with alot of crap. But learn from your mistakes and stand up wipe your knees off and try again. DONT give up. God's mercy renews each morning. He has a perfect plan for you. He did not make junk. He thought of you and loved you and you became. He takes you just the way you are. All you have to do is ask for forgiveness and He never remembers it again. Humans now remember everything and they hold things against you. but he forgives and forgets. Just take His hand each morning and ask Him to direct your path and ask Him what do each day and He will bring you peach and love. seek Him , You will find Him. Best friend you could ever meet.