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Hi everyone, my story is so sad. If you can't take this, better not read this!
I really have a reason that I wanna die. Since when I was a lil boy, there were some rumors that I was gay. Don't kno how that came up, it may be my behavior or something... I've lived all my life being teased at school by all people. This last year I thought that everything changed, coz no one seemed to know these rumors at my new school (although there was a kid that really hated me, and I don't know why). But now that it's summer my friend started to behave a little weird. He was avoiding me, making me feel bad an lonely. He's the only good friend I have. So I went to his house to explain me everything. He started telling me that everyone thought I was gay and he didn't want to get the same "label" too. That hurted me soooo much that I went for a walk crying, and I couldn't stand the pain. I ended up here posting this question. My parents don't seem to know about it and I don't wanna lose my friend. Life is so unfair.... I was thinking that everything was at last ok, but now it seems that the whole world knew about it and the only one that didn't know it was me.
I guess I'll never be able to live a normal life... and don't say that I will, coz really, if they find something "gay" on me now, they will for ever...
school is dicfficult, I too was accused of b in gay. that was cos i had a twin. School life was bad and i too wanted to die. but i never gave up. they can call you names my friend they can beat you they can spit on you they can embarrase you and humiliate you but you are you and they can never change that unless you let them . you are stronger than that stand on your feet you can do it I did. you have to fight from your mind, think things and try to push it to one side, you wont succeed but it helps. its good if you have a friend out of your school to talk to. you can get counceling its confidential by law so its worth a try, if u do nothing else fight from within. you are better than these ppl, ur sexuality is not the issue its about your character.
There are simply idiots like that and there shall always be yes school life may be bad it can be even worse if you do not have friends but it shall be better and you are not doomed to be stained likle this for all your school time i am another person at the start of school i got in a fight the first friday with three people already for being unique but that is all
You must stand strong i do not have friends for reasons that i cannot find anyone and i do constantly move so there is no need of losing contacts
But you do not have to give up and i think you have friends even if not stand strong do not let them get to you think about it why should you listen to people who are going to be so much worse in life then you
The ones who one day will beg you for money wash the streets or even the toilet you have just been in my friend
You can better give them a strong word and inded it is good if you have support but you can also hit theyr weak spot it does sometimes work as i said have you ever seen a bully bully alone?You can oftenly hit that spot as an example
They do hit on most people especialy if you are unique and do not care if they say things whitch are unreal and impossible that they say it is not a proof it is the opposite in reality
Take a smile on your face and think of them one day as they sit on the streets begging for money when they cannot even buy food or when they scrub the toilet after you be glad with that thought i myself have gotten other contacts and i had rights whitch i am glad enough to have approved whitch absoulutely wiped out some so called bullies
The rights to make them go to a home for parentless children taking away whole theyr life that thought still makes me smile today as i have as you can say control over some things including another thing in my school yet i have no needs to use that my friend as ruining ones life is a good possibility to have but why do it myself when i can wait till they do it themselves while they are in fear of being torn apart
I used to think life is fair, but as the time was passing I changed my mind. I don't think that they will scrub toilets or something else. Everything will be ok for them but not for me. I guess that's the way it goes, some ppl succeed in life some not! I hope I won't end up taking pills to kill my depression. Thanx btw!
you say you dont think that they will clean the toilet, but to be honest you will be supprised. when i was at school I was told that i would come to nothing, then the teachers seemed to have there favorates. its a load of rubbish, most of the teachers pets especially the ones that poked fun at me are doin crappy jobs getting crap money living a crappy life. you my friend have a choice, live the life you want. think one good thing each day. it is harder to love than it is to hate. one thing is sure you cant truly love others unless you learn to love your self. and you do have to learn. I bet if you listed all the things you did in a day and all the things you say there will be some good ur not all bad very few people are. you can only pick yourself up if you want to and you can only grow stronger through hard times. if no one else is rootin for you I am. you will grow up to be an amazing person you can get through this hard time. just do one day at a time.
Fairness is a man made concept.
what we call "karma" is in a way, cause and effect.
you push, the worlds pushes back.
you be a bad person, people react to it. you alienate people. you anger them.
what goes around, comes around. it really does.
also, when you sin, it pulls you down into more sin. and sin hurts you as much as it hurts the victims, because in truth, the sinner is a victim of temptation.
Hi everyone, my story is so sad. If you can't take this, better not read this!
I really have a reason that I wanna die. Since when I was a lil boy, there were some rumors that I was gay. Don't kno how that came up, it may be my behavior or something... I've lived all my life being teased at school by all people. This last year I thought that everything changed, coz no one seemed to know these rumors at my new school (although there was a kid that really hated me, and I don't know why). But now that it's summer my friend started to behave a little weird. He was avoiding me, making me feel bad an lonely. He's the only good friend I have. So I went to his house to explain me everything. He started telling me that everyone thought I was gay and he didn't want to get the same "label" too. That hurted me soooo much that I went for a walk crying, and I couldn't stand the pain. I ended up here posting this question. My parents don't seem to know about it and I don't wanna lose my friend. Life is so unfair.... I was thinking that everything was at last ok, but now it seems that the whole world knew about it and the only one that didn't know it was me.
I guess I'll never be able to live a normal life... and don't say that I will, coz really, if they find something "gay" on me now, they will for ever...
None of that is a reason to want to die If people think that you are gay then let them and if your friend won't hang with you because he doesn't wanna be labled then he isn't a real friend is he. And if you still feel uncomfortable then confront them and talk to you parents about it. Everyone gets made fun of but it is no reason to kill yourself because there are people who love you and care about you and you would just be hurting them. Best of Luck.
dude first off there are like millions of gay people in the world i know how you feel and thank you for sharing ur little story with us i use this site sometimes lol.... you should just act cool with everyone..... even gay people have lots of friends it's not like u can't be cool with any one i respect people by the way they are but not everyone will however... just try to avoid it and u don't need to let everyone know ur gay take care ...
You are what you are it is not truly important to what gender you are attracted your happiness is what truly plays a role
People who insult that are truly fools , yes unfortunatly there is discrimination but you cannot let it go to you and that they say something does not mean anything by any means
Who do you wish to listen to
People who arent knowing enough to pass to the next class or a wise man\woman whitch truly knows about life
So do not listen to them as they probably shall end up like for an example a man at a park who started ans stopped attractions by pressing a button with minimal payment and such low intellect that he did not even understand my way of forming words
Be happy, do not care for what others say and they ussualy say one yet think another
It may be hard i understand i am thirteen after all in the end my biological body cannot grow at a higher speed nor will i become older by any other way then letting the time pass
Be happy in life it may be a little bad now yet it will change sooner or later my friend
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