Suicide is all I think about.

0Anonymous0 · Apr 16, 2009, 05:29 PM

I was sexually, emotionally and physically abused a couple of years back... by a family member
I never talked about it... I tried writing, crying, screaming just to let the anger out... but now all I thikn about is ending this... I'm suffering a lot
I'm constantly feeling angry, weak and sometimes I can't even get out of bed... I've been in denial for a whole year

I can't seek professional help... I can't talk about it... and it kills me that I have to act as if nothing has ever happened and just smile it off.

Wondergirl · Apr 23, 2009, 02:36 PM

Me too!! I'm here! *raising hand*

turtlegirl16 · Apr 23, 2009, 03:18 PM

I think Wondergirl is here to talk... but I'm not sure... Any way, you HAVE TO TALK 2 Ssomeboody, try wondergirl, she seems willing.

mudweiser · Apr 23, 2009, 03:19 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by turtlegirl16

I think Wondergirl is here to talk... but I'm not sure... Any way, you HAVE TO TALK 2 Ssomeboody, try wondergirl, she seems willing.

Hey. Me too!

Anonymous, AMHD is always here for support.

Sarah

turtlegirl16 · Apr 23, 2009, 03:33 PM

Ah yeah, cant forget Mudwieser♥

oswtygrl2002 · May 4, 2009, 10:56 AM

Please please dont commit suicide. My son just did in dec 08.

I was abused all my life by my step father and i regret not turning him in. It wasnt untill he did it to my 6yr old daughter that i did turn him in. Tell someone believe me they will help you, and this will all be over with someday. I almost killed myself way back when but you know what, suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary situation, and i'm glad to be here today and you can get on with your life after sexual abuse but you cant get over suicide. Please think about what i said.

mimimouse1 · May 5, 2009, 12:17 PM

You have at least started talking about it and I am very sorry to hear what you went through, I won't make light of that, but by staying this way you are only giving this person the power over you and from just what you wrote I hear a strong person within this note. You have it in you...you started with writing this note. You want to live and you want to overcome this if not you would not have written this to ask for some help. It will get better if you want it too...it really is just thinking differently and giving the power back to you and not letting this other person take your life away because that is what you are letting and you deserve more than that.

Courtbb · May 28, 2009, 08:38 AM

It's ok don't do my parents are stopping me from seeing this guy i really like and i always day dream of killing myself. they are sending him to jail because he is over the age and im not and we had sex. i waz also milested by one of my uncles and the only one who knows is my sister and my cousins but they wont say any thing so lots of people have problems at home but nothing is worth dieing over. So don't hurt yourself please. ♥ It's ok☺

Courtbb · May 28, 2009, 08:39 AM

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Courtbb · May 28, 2009, 08:41 AM

if u can stand out make a statement and put him away for what he did

88sunflower · May 28, 2009, 08:46 AM

Please listen to what everyone has to say. Use this as a chance to talk about it and get your strength up. Come out with it. How is it fair that you suffer while this abuse is maybe happening to someone else you love and you dont even know it. I can bet if you come out with it you wont be alone. Abusers dont abuse just one. Just one voice needs to be heard and I think your ready since you took the step to come here. Be that voice for the others and stand tall.



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