Within a week ago my friend commited suiside. Im finding it really hard because we got along so well.
A few months ago he said to my cousin he fancied me and I never really took much notice of it and we never talked about it or anything but as soon as hes gone i start to really like him.
Its true when they say you dont know what you have when its gone but i just want to know if theirs anything to make me move on.
There is never a day i dont think about him even if im out with friends. It hurts so bad

insomniaticmeat

thats such a horrible thing to happen to someone , iv lost three friends now through suicide and othe rthings, it never get easier, but also the more time that passes the more you understand things.. dont get hung up on it remeber every day you spend mourning is a day out of your life, and your friend doesent want you to spend your life mourning for him no matter where he is.. never forget but move on.. it gets easier with time hope you find the help you need