Me and my girl met through her ex (my friend over the phone)
We Started going out since last Nov2nd 06...I would have done anything 4 her.


Me and her held hands often hugged and kissed 24/7 and at that time since she only has a cell phone and not a house phone I could only call after 9 o clock bc it was free for her.
I came over just about every weekend when her mom would let me and we'd chill in her room and sit on her bed and have starin contest and talk look at pics and also she gave me my first kiss...lol
I talked to her the whole day and I was like im not gonna get kissed and then right when I was about to go i reached down and tried to hug her ut she grabbed my hands and pulled me towards her. Christmas was coming around so I got her some shoes(Timberland) bc I wanted to show that I was cared for her.
She gave me some homemade cards with a poem inside them with stickers for the words that decorated the card.We got caught making out and stuff in her room bc I gave her a *hickey* on her neck and her nephew(1yr old and couple of months) exposed it by accident by moving my gf's hair so 2 months past.In January her mom made me and her sit on the living room couch and watch movies.Which me and my girl disliked alot!!!


So we snuck rubbed on each other and things like that bc it was cold and her house didn't have heat bc her mom needed help with her bill but thats a whole 'nother story.
We was able to cover up with blankets bc it was cold. So again we were back to rubbing and feeling on each other.Her mom must have noticed that so the next two weeks she let us FREEZE!!!

The heat got turned on the next week after that anyways. lmao
So valentines day comes around I buy 22$ worth of items from Cards that costed $3 to roses that costed $6. So 1 week later I get an f***ed up call from her saying that her mom saying we need a break So my my now bc of that ex gf asked me was it ok if she talked to another guy in March...me thinking bc she already had asked me could she talk to other guys as friends I said yea bt she meant moving on with this ?.


So now i'm thinking was she cheating on me? bc her friend was tryna get with me and
tried to make me hate my ex even more bc I was cofused at the moment so I was vunerable and wanted to hear the truth was it really true that her mom broke us up?
So I believed anything at that time stupid and naive. Her friend was telling me this and that how she was talking about me behind my back and a bunch of other things so I ask my ex gf what was the truth and she said "believe what you wanna believe" i'm like hello i'm asking you.So catch her friend in a lie she tells me her and her new bf is in her room with the door closed im like her mom didn't let me in the room with the door closed she replyed well maybe her mom likes him better than you.Then I remembered something bc my ex had called way ahead of time a and told me she was going up to this car auction with her dad.So since I finally figured out the truth I was like damn.My life is crazy and drama filled...Her friend tried to trick me!?Before I really found out I had a few ?'s to ask my ex gf first I send A couple text msg's then her bf sends one saying" Look your crying over a girl thats weak and some stuff like that then he put call at the end so I called and was like damn how you gone do that to me I was pissed off.She was telling me to calm down and stop cussing bc I was like how can you leave me like nothing happened like(yea I know I use the word "like" alot)you don't love me at all anymore.She was saying move on I dont like you like that anymore I was like damn I been through it all with you and YOUR SAYING I HAVE TO MOVE ON!? bc her new bf was over and I couldn't tell she was lieing 2 me 4 that reason at first bc i'm pissed off after hearing like 10 rumors about her.So of course I'm shouting and saying that you can't compare your new bf 2 me make him sit on a couch for 3 months 2 of those months I was in her room...without getting none bc when I was over 3ppl had and eye on both of us Her older sister and her ex bf not getting into details on that and her mom.Still arguing my case she hangs up saying my mom says you can't call here no more.

A second later the cell phone I was using vibrates and it was from her saying "I do love you lol" So we got back to talking from ther I knew her new bf was tryna play her I was giving hints like are you sure your happy with him? does he show he loves you? Does he do this and that? Because i didn't feel like seeing her getting used and played like a slut.
I know she deserves better even though ppl often say i'm the one that deserves better bc they view her as a hoe after I tell my point of the view askin what should I do keep trying to win her or just lose her and try as hard as possible to forget about everything

We recently hooked back up after she found out she was getting played bc girls kept calling his phone he cheated on her like the 3rd day he was with her and punched her a gave her leg a bruise.Well its low key for right now her mom doesn't know lol
I seen the other guy bc I went to the Bball court last weekend well 2 days ago.
We had fun me and my lil cuzen well 14yr old were playing up there bc she asked if I wanted to go.My response was yezzur(yes sir well mame)I got put out the game after losing by 2pts so I had my chance to sit down with her.So we get to talking about this kid(his nickname was horny) with bucked teeth that look like they were gonna pop out his mouth.I was makin her laugh bc she knew it was boring to sit and watch a b ball game.

So she puts her head on my shoulder and then she ask can I go get her drink from her mom? after about a minute...So I did and came back pretending to drink her pop to make her mad.So then her well not sure yet if he still is her bf got back on the court by the time I got back playing a full court game with my cuzen.I snuck a kiss on her cheeck couldn't risk the lips I wanted to tho.

She was impressed all she could say was wow!!!!

After another 15 mins she asked if mme and my cuz was ready to go I said yes so we went to a store called FORMAN MILLS.
My had got the idea that she wanted me and my cuzen now me bein a virgin (yes i said I am one!!)Didn't think my first time should not be a 3 some well atleast thats what I thought she ment. I was like no we cant do that.

After we left the store me and my cuzen got dropped off and she called about 5 mins later as soon as I got into my house.
So I asked did she have fun she said i think something like at first I didn't but then when you came over and started making me laugh I did.

The next day me and cuzen were supposed to get a ride over there but ours left so we walked 2 miles to her house.We kicked it there and i about to start a convo when my sister called and told me and my cuz to get ready.

So my girl tried to make us have just a little bit of fun b4 we left bc I think she saw that I was pissed off bc my sister called and said what she said especially 10mins after we got there.

I love her but what I been told is that she's a hoe and she's just using you
I dont think thats true at all but it made me think a lil when she said that she wanted me and my cuz tho.

So what should I do keep the relationship up or just leave after i get some like every other guy does???