alright its long...
Me and my friend, Jane, started living together when i was 13, cuz my mother was into drugs, and she had a crush on this guy, Jake who is four years old then me, so 17, i didnt like him at first but then i did and jane and jake were going out and i didn't want to ruin there relationship but i loved him to, so we had sex and he told me he wanted to be with me and not jane, but that was a lie, cuz i went to another for a week and he had cheated on me with her, and told her he loved her and wanted a baby with her<which he had said to me> Me and him dated still...cuz (i loved hIm) and me and him moved in together, and i wasn't good he cheated on me again and i still stayed with him, he finally moved back to his home state, and said he was going to join the army, and he said he loved me and a year later Jane said that he wants to be with her,...meanwhile i found a boyfriend, i love him, but i'm still in love with JAke. After what he did to me i don't know how/. i don't kow why i am feeling like this after so many years....what do i do?

Lillian42

oh wow you have drama, drama, drama. and it sounds like this boy does not really respect you. i think you would be better off with out him all he does hes hurt you and lie you dont need to spend your life with someone like that. once a cheater usually always a cheater.

deadeyegunz

Yah this guy obviously doesnt respect you.. you should find someone else.. its very hard to.. but it will only tear you up more.. somethings have to be forgotten... best of luck