| Your Mom is actually "okay" with a 20 yr old guy dating her 15 yr old daughter? Some states would call that something else.
But look at your own statements - he barely calls you, you do not get to see him, you cannot call him because you do not know how to get up with him.... Look hard at those statements. Read that back to yourself very slowly and let it sink in. The guy does not want to have contact with you. If he did, he would. Plain and simple.
I highly doubt what you feel is love for this guy. You feel an attraction, possibly a need for some physical closeness, but it is not love. Whatever you are feeling - he is not feeling the same. If he did, he would be there.
I hope you two have not had sexual contact - that is against the law considering your age and his age. Does not matter if you were willing, you are not 18 and not an adult.
You need to quit "suffering". This is not a relationship that has a future. Maybe when you turn 18 - he will be 23. The years of maturity will look good on both of you. |