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Ive posted a blog about my ex calling me accidently. It happen again last Thursday But after the two calls she made accidently. about at 1:30 she sent me two text messages saying "Hey sorry for calling. My phone accidently dialed your number. My phones always seems to dial your number. Then four minutes later she texts me " hope all is well,im going to work out, take care good night.WAS IT INTENTIONAL AGAIN OR A MISTAKE? I didnt respond until saturday. I called at 4am. she was really surprised and asked me if i was drunk. Which i was but i played it off. She asked me where i was at and and that she had texted me on thursday .i responded that i was busy. Then she told me she would call me back. 5 min later she called me back and once again she asked me where i was at. she asked me why i called her at 4am. I told her just to say just because i wanted to see what she was up too. She didnt sound annoyed she just wanted to know a reason behind that. I told her it was no booty call. just saying hi.GOODNIGHT!!!!!!. People im going through an emotional roller coaster i cant stop thinking about her. Im thinking about her dating another guy and having fun.Everything i do always reminds me of her and i cant sleep. The only good thing im doing for my self is going to school and working out a lot. I just dont know why she wants me part of her life?still like she said. its killing me because im setting false hopes for my self. Im hurting a lot and i dont know what to do. I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!! i really do. Its easy to say but impossible to do. she knows how i feel about her and by her calling me is not helping. Ever since the break up we both have being keeping contact. But its taking a toll on me.. Please help guys!!!! why is she doing this? why the torture?
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