am i crazy?

Are you a girl? How old? What country?

The one in Massachusetts?
What abuse, what kind?
Why aren't you allowed back in school? Did you cut or OD in school?

sexual abuse,mental,phisical,i cut in school and i went to school high ....and i theatend some girl...and im a girl haha if u were wondering... and im not saying how old i am

oh and i live in ma

oh and ps... more questions for me isnt helping.... :/

I don't blame Heather's mother! Not at all.

You need professional help. It's a shame that you have been abused and no child should have to live that. You suffer from depression, suicidal thoughts, anger, you cut yourself, threaten others, kicked out of school, and so on....

You are a liability to others as well as yourself.

That is why Heather's mother is afraid of you hanging out with her, and again, I don't blame her.

Talk to your school , your church and especially your doctor.

What does your Mother say?

Again, sorry....

well my mom nos about everyting...shes not that happy...but i only threatend that girl cuz she took normal girl dramma in to the next level when DCF got involed....she told the school conceller that im pregent and my boyfriend raped...me witch is not true...so dcf opened a 40 day case...but me and my ex never did enything sexual.and heathers mom wouldnt letme talk to her befor every thing happend.... but now if i talk to heather her mom is taking legal actions.

but thanks for your awnser

So, you are 13/14 or you are 17/18 years old. I am guessing 13/14 since you are still looking at going back to school next year instead of taking other measures and mother's are involved.

You have a lot of problems some of your own making and others that aren't. Are you still getting help for your problems?

Obviously the issues that have Heather's Mother upset existed before you started getting help, but not before the problems began. I have a feeling that both Heather and her mother may be more aware of the affect your issues had on Heather who is probably about your age. Heather probably has her own issues from all of this and her mother is trying to protect her.

I know that is hard for you to understand. Your focus is on your own problems. Even at your age, it is time to take responsibility for what you can do to make your life better. Words do very little to show the progress you are making. Actions speak louder in cases like this. You may not be in the same school Heather is, but I bet you are either being home schooled or are in an alternative school. Which ever path you are own, do your best to make it work. Keep your grades as high as you can. Stay out of trouble. Talk to your mother about things you can get involved in that will help you manage your depression and other issues. Hobbies, diet, exercise, volunteering, etc. can give you productive ways to give yourself mental, emotional, and physical support. Be honest with your doctor(s) and counselors about what you are thinking and feeling. With your mother and doctor make certain the meds you are on are working for you.

Earn back privileges like your phone. Earn back the respect of Heather's Mother and Heather. Become the healthy friend that Heather deserves and that you deserve.

After a few months of getting yourself on track, see if Heather's Mother will agree to a supervised meeting between you and Heather (if Heather would be okay with it.)