I'm A Christian with some seriously weird beliefs.

God is my master and I would lay down my life for him. I even had a dream once where my brother asked me 'Would you really do this for God'. Without hesitation I replied 'Yes, because he is my master and creator'.

I also listen to Death Metal and Black Metal and have done so for the last 3 years. I know alot of these bands are Anti-Christian but they have no effect on me because I believe with my music it is strengthening me against anything that would try to warp my faith in God. The songs that I listen I read the lyrics and listen to it closely. I study it and if I find it's blasphemous I immediately quarantine it, NOONE disrespects my God.

I also believe in killing for my God. All the evil people who would hope to spread anarchy through this world in my opinion deserve death. I keep asking God for a chance to prove myself to him, so that I may be unleashed upon this earth a powerful and protective being of the Christians and Muslims. I want to be able to exorcise people and save them. I want to be able to show people that only by the Light of Christ would we all find salvation.

Humanity fell at the beginning because we were stupid enough to hand over this world to Satan, this is why Satan is known as the Prince of the Earth. This Earth is supposed to be ours and ours alone. I hope to one day lead the Armies of God against the forces of evil and get our world back and find salvation. We are already at the beginnings of the Apocalypse, those of you who are devout Christians and read the Bible should know this. I love God and I know I do not read my Bible as much but im constantly thinking of Him.

Am I just deceiving myself FR Chuck?

Evil dead

I never once said I would rape, kill or harm innocent people. My lust for killing was aimed at Demon's, servants of Satan, and corrupt and evil people that spread anarchy through the world. It's a wrong stance which I will remove from myself but I stand by it that this world needs to be culled of all that is wicked. But I understand it is not my place. I wasn't thinking of going to blow up a building - I'm not a Islamic Extremist.

But is there anyway I can at least exact revenge for the people of God? Like if some of my Christians brother's were being persecuted and likely to die, couldn't I just strangle one of the persecutors?
If a woman was being raped and killed, what could I do to stop it?

When the armies of God marched against the Cannanites, Midianites, Amonites, Philistines (the list is endless), why weren't they told what they were doing is wrong?
The apocalypse is upon us and I feel we'd be doing God proud by raising an army of holy ones to fight against the coming storm.

But if I'd be damning myself and anyone I persuade by it, then I don't want to do it. I want to please God not anger him.

I read abit of the Bible yesterday, namely Judges and Luke.

Curlyben

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