I'm 16 ,a misathrope and of course a reluse. I have no friend (don't want any.) Also I'm not very bright, I'm stupid.here's what I'm looking for the genre I want horror, philosophical,horror, thiller or suspense.But can the contains themes of humanity,human mentality, destruction, death, anachrism, nihilism, soceity.Also I want the book to include Schadenfreude humor and the occult.Also can the book include misanthropic view of humanity too. I really want to read a lot of books with blood and alot violence in it but not senseless violence. I don't want a pop culture book such as Twilight and Harry Potter. I know I ask questions like these a million times but I search for that represent me and that I could learn from it.