my soulmate my life my smile was taken from me feb 23 after 3 weeks in intensive care . he waited for me i got goodbye but it dosent make it easier. he was 45 he would have been 46 4 days after he died . people say times a healer but at the moment i find every day gets harder and lonlier still think hes key will go in the door then it gets real again i cry constantly my eyes are dead dont know how i still function i,m 35 and cant see any recovery i seen so much trauma and grief in intensive care i get images when i close my eyes . i got a son whos 4 and only just started talking about martin and 2 daughters aged 11 and 18 . i look at couples and think why my martin why never knew grief i do now wouldnt wish these shoes on anyone xheartbroken x

plonak

Im soo sorry for your broken heart, I can't imagine how horrible it must be.. Maybe take some solice in the fact that Martin is in a WAYY better place now then he ever was here. He's in no more pain

twinkiedooter

I only have my son as my only living relative as everyone else is gone. It's hard losing someone but you must remember that you come here when it's your time and you leave here when it's your time to go. Martin is still with you in your heart and thoughts. My husband has come back to me after being gone since July 2002. He's now a prankster ghost who likes to take things from me or my son and literally disappear the items for up to 2 weeks at a time. He's still with me - I just can't hug him that's all. I know he follows me to work and rides with me in my car and looks over me and my son. I have read many things about the next dimension (death) and basically it is supposed to be about 3 feet off the ground here on earth (of all places). Please dry your eyes and remember that your beloved Martin is still with you. Remember the movie ghost with Patrick Swazie? It's almost like that in real life.

nitrammi

thank you twink for a lovely reply i also am in to after death amongst other things i have received about 20 white feathers since martin died , but that hug would be fantastic if only x

twinkiedooter

My husband has left strange things for my son and me. We find quarters neatly piled beside table legs. We find screws on the floor. We find bubble gum on his workbench that was taken from a bag I was taking to work. My son had his favorite pocket screwdriver missing for about 2 weeks only to discover it back in the house on the floor of the dog's room. We found out later that this same screwdriver showed up on a deceased friend of my son's cargo vessel being used by a crewman. He said it appeared near the area he was going to try and repair. The screwdriver was a little bit bent but otherwise ok. We figured out that his friend and his father got together in the next world and were having a good time together. His girlfriend in another country had a few items of hers disappear and then be returned. She also knew his friend and she looked like his original girlfriend who died when she was about 19. Apparently we figured out that she was reincarnated from this lady and he is "watching" over her very carefully. My son and her get along fantastically and this man obviously approves from the other side! Long story. Yes, my dear, your Martin is watching over you as your bond is very strong. Apparently you two must have been together in many lifetimes before. You will be with him again probably in another few more lifetimes. In this realm you tend to meet the same people over and over again that you knew in other lifetimes. I am totally convinced of this in many instances just in my own lifetime. I am so glad that you are feeling better having the white feathers come to you. Martin is a very strong person and strong spirit as he can do this so soon after his death. Apparently he will be around you for years to come.