I lost my brother 3 years ago and think about him daily. I am married and have 2 children and they do not understand why I am still feeling this way. I cannot go to his house to visit his wife and sons because all I want to do is cry. My nephew is getting married soon and I do not know if I can make it through the wedding. I think I may not attend because it will be a happy occasion for him but I will be feeling sad thinking that my brother. I talk to my friends all the time but it still does not help. I think I feel guilty if I would begin to accept.