xoxomadixoxo
Nov 27, 2012, 07:44 PM
I'm 14 and I have always thought I was adopted. When I was born I had black hair and blue eyes, similar to my sisters, even though they had bright blonde hair and blue eyes like my parents. But as I have looked through tons of old photos after I was about 2 almost no pictures exist until I'm about 4. I can't find any. When I noticed this I went back and compared the pictures from when I was real young, to when I was about 4. They are not similar at all! I understand that small kids grow and change fast, but it doesn't look like the same child at all. From pictures of when I was 4ish, I had bright blonde hair and green eyes. When I was a baby until I was about 2 I had dark brown hair and blue eyes. The body structure and everything is different. I have always felt completely disconnected with my family especially my older sister. Me and her are nothing alike usually you have a similar body frame and looks as a sibling but we don't. She has always been about 2 times my size. Then my younger sister is just like my older one. Same facial expressions and everything. I am also not alike to my parents. They are both built stocky and short. I'm tall and slender. No one in my family is built like me, or resembles me. I know I could have just gotten some seriously recessive genes but I feel like there is more to it than that. When I mention anything about being adopted my parents usually just give each other a quick look and change the subject quickly. I have talked to one of my dearest friends about it and she thinks its possible because even she can notice how I'm not as accepted with my family. I know I could always have tests done, but I'm scared of what I would find. I have considered it greatly. Please if anyone has any advice or opinion I will gladly listen.