hey there ! M in a relationship for 4 years..the 4 years were very special..We had decided to get married wen time comes..we loved each other with true heart..but actually his family stayed in another state and he was goin to that place in a year . and i am 3 years younger to him..he was about to complete his engineering,and i was about to begun..so i decided to take admission in a engineering college in state where his parents stay so we thought he will be there after 1 year,and we could further be together..but things started changing..our fights,n as i did not hav any friends in my hostel or college ,i just had one male frnd..i started sharing things wid him,and a kind of attraction happened between us,but it wsnt love,he used to like another girls,and i loved my boyfriend,it was even clear in his mind..i did not gave him importance above my bf..but more fights n my friend's forceful attitude forced me to get a bit physical with my friend..but after that near the end of me n my bf's 4 years of relationships ,we were in deep love again..and i tried telling him,bt because of fer of loosing him,i cudnt..n nw at abt 4.5 years he read my past msgs sent to my friend...but it ws not continued from abt 3 months...i xplained him everything...and i love only him...not that friend..i broke all contacts with that friend...but i want my love back...i want my boyfriend back...i can die for him..i love him really...i swear to god...more then anything in this world...i would die if he will not be mine :( help me please...how could i get him back?

ok im going kinda threw the same thing but the only thing u can do is to talk to him i mean if u really love him u will talk and tell him that u love him and sometimes thats not enough