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Teddygta
May 31, 2012, 12:01 AM
Well I am love with this girl since last 1 year... I love her very much more than anything in this world even me... it is a one way love.. do you know what I mean... before 1 year she was a girlfriend of some one.. I don't know him.. whatever he cheat her completely... she is my best friend in my primary classes.. but when I reach 4th standard I left the school.. then after long 7 years I saw her when I am in 12th standard.. she gave her phone number at that meeting.. and we start chating everyday.. one day she told me she has lover.. she don't have enough messages to send him... I reduce everydays conversation to her... I am a lonely man.. I am only one person in my family no sisters no brothers.. so I love her very much... one day she call me and said he cheat me... he does something sexually to her and he told the whole story to his friends... finally the news arrives in her family.. she lived in a closed society moreover she is a muslim girl... it causes great problems in her family.. her mother try to kill herself.. everybody try to avoid her... finally she call me and said I am going to kill myself.. nobody loves her want her even her parents... suddenly my lipz moved... who told you that.. I want you.. moreover, I love you... she didn't say anything... one thing is sure if didn't tell that she would be a memory for me.
She told her all sorrows to me.. I cure it all... last week her father saw my messages to her... the problems arises again in her family... father try to beat her... finally she pressured to promise her family members... she won't message to anybody.. but she message me last full week.. without seeing her father.. but yesterday she didn't message... today morning I've got a message from her... dont message me or call me.. if you don't want to see my dead body... what should I do? I cnt live without her ? I didn't sent any messeges to her till this second.. wat should I do.. does she love me ? Please help me...

RocKSoliDMN
May 31, 2012, 12:40 AM
I feel the same. I'm 29 & I've had unexplained stuff happen to me ever since my early 20's, lights flashing, footsteps, channels on TV switching by themselves & the biggest one for me that seems to happen from time to time, for a few days in a row. I feel like I get pinned down & I can't move. It takes everything I got to get free of it & snap out of it. Last night around this time, I was watching TV & I could feel something come into the living room inches from me. It feels like I'm breathing cooler air, so I swing my pillow in front of me side to side hard, like you are not getting me tonight, cause the two nights before that, I got pinned in between 1-3am lol. Sometimes it's my father I think doing it, cause when he passed 4yrs ago, for about 2 weeks after his death, I swear he was messing with me in my sleep every night & the real like dreams I was having at the places he would know & us talking. So times I think it's him & other times, I think it's just different spirits passing by me roaming around. I do get sick of it & wonder if I have open some kind of doorway or something to attract bad spirits to affect me & been thinking about going & get blessed or something, looking around, that's how I found this.

Finoi
May 31, 2012, 01:40 AM
I feel the same. I'm 29 & I've had unexplained stuff happen to me ever since my early 20's, lights flashing, footsteps, channels on tv switching by themselves & the biggest one for me that seems to happen from time to time, for a few days in a row. I feel like I get pinned down & I can't move. It takes everything I got to get free of it & snap out of it. Last night around this time, I was watching tv & I could feel something come into the living room inches from me. It feels like I'm breathing cooler air, so I swing my pillow in front of me side to side hard, like you are not getting me tonight, cause the two nights before that, I got pinned in between 1-3am lol. Sometimes it's my father i think doing it, cause when he passed 4yrs ago, for about 2 weeks after his death, I swear he was messing with me in my sleep everynight & the real like dreams I was having at the places he would know & us talking. So times I think it's him & other times, I think it's just different spirits passing by me roaming around. I do get sick of it & wonder if I have open some kind of doorway or something to attract bad spirits to affect me & been thinking about going & get blessed or something, looking around, that's how I found this.

You know, this stuff happens to people in my family as well. I wish I knew the correct spelling for it, but it sounds like Pess-Uh-Dee-Uh. My Grandmother says it's the Devil sitting on your chest. I, personally, have never had these experiences, but my mother says you are completely conscious about your surroundings, but you can't move, you just appear like you're in a peaceful slumber. She says she can hear hundereds upon hundereds of voices all whispering to her during these I am the only female in my family that has remained free of these spells, and I hope it stays that way. Scary.

Teddygta
May 31, 2012, 05:14 AM
Can anyone help me please...

Teddygta
May 31, 2012, 10:11 AM
Well I am love with this girl since last 1 year... I love her very much more than anything in this world even me... it is a one way love.. do you know what I mean... before 1 year she was a girlfriend of some one.. I don't know him.. whatever he cheat her completely... she is my best friend in my primary classes.. but when I reach 4th standard I left the school.. then after long 7 years I saw her when I am in 12th standard.. she gave her phone number at that meeting.. and we start chating everyday.. one day she told me she has lover.. she don't have enough messages to send him... I reduce everydays conversation to her... I am a lonely man.. I am only one person in my family no sisters no brothers.. so I love her very much... one day she call me and said he cheat me... he does something sexually to her and he told the whole story to his friends... finally the news arrives in her family.. she lived in a closed society moreover she is a muslim girl... it causes great problems in her family.. her mother try to kill herself.. everybody try to avoid her... finally she call me and said I am going to kill myself.. nobody loves her want her even her parents... suddenly my lipz moved... who told you that.. I want you.. moreover, I love you... she didn't say anything... one thing is sure if didn't tell that she would be a memory for me.
She told her all sorrows to me.. I cure it all... last week her father saw my messages to her... the problems arises again in her family... father try to beat her... finally she pressured to promise her family members... she won't message to anybody.. but she message me last full week.. without seeing her father.. but yesterday she didn't message... today morning I've got a message from her... dont message me or call me.. if you don't want to see my dead body... what should I do? I cnt live without her ? I didn't sent any messeges to her till this second.. wat should I do.. does she love me ? Please help me...