Marilu87
May 23, 2012, 07:50 PM
I never thought I'd be so heart broken and never thought it would take this long. I've done everything on my own, helped myself so many times, never fell for any guy, but this time it was different. This time it was the guy I never thought would do this to me, my best friend and ex-lover. I feel like I can't do it anymore. I was in love with my high-school “sweetheart”, broke up with him right after high school (2005) to move out and live an independent life.
We remained friends, we both did our own thing. In 2010 he declared his love for me once again, the whole time I thought I had left something so good behind, feelings came back really strong and decided to make things right once and for all. In 2011 we saw each other and had the best time of our lives, it felt almost magical.
A month after being reunited, I find out that he had been in a relationship for three years and that the girl was bearing his child. I have never felt so humiliated and foolish. He sent me a text message on my birthday (that same year) telling me his true feelings while I'm trying to forget, I was still stupid enough to respond.
Its been six months since I've last heard from him and everything. I thought I would be stronger. Someone tell me what happens after, I feel like there's no one I can reach and talk to. Why did this happen? I was doing fine without him, why did he have to bring old feelings back when he had someone else already? And why was I even more stupid to fall for all that?
We remained friends, we both did our own thing. In 2010 he declared his love for me once again, the whole time I thought I had left something so good behind, feelings came back really strong and decided to make things right once and for all. In 2011 we saw each other and had the best time of our lives, it felt almost magical.
A month after being reunited, I find out that he had been in a relationship for three years and that the girl was bearing his child. I have never felt so humiliated and foolish. He sent me a text message on my birthday (that same year) telling me his true feelings while I'm trying to forget, I was still stupid enough to respond.
Its been six months since I've last heard from him and everything. I thought I would be stronger. Someone tell me what happens after, I feel like there's no one I can reach and talk to. Why did this happen? I was doing fine without him, why did he have to bring old feelings back when he had someone else already? And why was I even more stupid to fall for all that?