Apr 1, 2012, 10:44 PM
I have a friend who's been with me for quite several years now.. I always tell her about my bestfriend/boyfriend who's been with me for a long time already. It started when I was in highschool. That guy was always with me since we were a junior student. We had a lot of fun together until graduation came and he told me that he is inlove with me. I don't want him to be my bf because he is my bestfriend. Years passed and we're still on that situation.. Then it came to me that I love him too. We became lovers for 3 months then I began wanting the previous arrangement. So I broke up with him. I don't want to lose him I guess. I saw that there are lots of things that we're gonna argue about if we became lovers. He understood that. Then my other friend (girl) came in that situation. I told her everything . One day she told me that my ex-bf wants him. She's asking if it's ok with me. Then I said yes but after few minutes, I said no. Then I cried a lot. I don't know why I am so hurt. Then it became a big argumentation for me and my ex-bf. Then she found out and told me I am selfish. Do I really have the right to get mad with both of them???