I'm 13 and I'm always in arguments with my family, they call me fat, they sometimes hit me, make me do everything , I tidy the house Hoover and clean, we have horses so I have too much all of them out even though I don't ride, they won't let me out to the park or anything ! I want to be part of another family! I want to be adopted and to be loved... But I love my friends and I can't bear the thought to leave them... Also I have a 90% of having bipolar and I want to get tested but I don't want my 'parents' to no Please help me x

Muck*

At 13, you are probably having all sorts of hormonal ups and downs that may feel like descriptions you read of being bipolar, but it's just your hormones trying to figure out where to go and what to do.

I envy you having horses. How many? Why don't you get to ride them? (When I was your age, my best friend had horses, so I hung out at her farm all the time.)

No one will adopt you at your age. The best you would be able to do would be get placed in foster care, and then you very likely will end up in a worse situation.

Tell me three good things in your life.

And your parents would have to allow you to be adopted, not because you want to be. Often parents who are protective and trying to get you to mature and be responsible are considered mean and hard by their children. Parents are not suppose to be your friend, they are to be a parent which means ordering you and forcing you to behave in certain ways.

Who said you have a 90% "chance" of being bipolar?