Mar 7, 2012, 10:01 PM
I got married in high school and pregnant. We both graduated, had our son. Then I got pregnant with our daughter, 6 mo along my husband after 3 yrs leaves me because marriage wasn't for him he says. I was heartbroken. We both gave our two kids to my mom and dad, I was to go into the marine corps like I always wanted to then after basic I was to get the kids back, my husband went his own way not having anything to do with them.so since he was into drugs I talked him into sighning his rights over and so did I. I had to do a complete adoption in order to go in the marines, a mother cannot have more than 2 dependents and I was still married at the time, so my mother promised me she would give them back,but when I came home from basi not finishing because I was so depressed after all that had happened she said no because she could support them better, so here I am me and my fiancˇ of 5 yrs with our 2 kids and his 3 from his ex wife. I go and see my kids at least once a week and have did that since I came home from the military but its not enough. I just did what I thought was right for my children at the time but now I live every day missing them I'm their mom I just want to love them and do things with them that I di with my other children.