Mar 5, 2012, 10:19 AM
My father passed away in my kitchen, right in front of me, then he came back, had a seizure and died again. I keep having dreams about it, and flashbacks. Sometimes when I'm lying down at night, I can hear him screaming for help. I just want these images out of my head. Every day I think about suicide because I cannot stand to be away from him. I just turned 18 and this is my first time dealing with something like this. How should I get help?