Hi

I need great help and advice as I am really depress and stress, here my story,

I am a pakistani, my face, hands and body had always been fair where as my arms,under arm and back has always been dark, I went to the doctors and they recommended nothing, I always had the desire to fairer than what I was so did not have to apply foundation to my face everyday,

I found about monobenzone and brought 20% via the net and it worked, it was always hard trying to mix the monbenzone with a cream as monobenzone is really really thick and I have dry skin, anyway few months went past I went very very pale I used the lotion everywhere, and went through madness my skin peeled like hell but I was very happy with the outcome then I ordered 50% monobenzone and carried on using it, bear in mind I never used suncream and I live in uk.

One day I got tried and fed up of using it and decided I am going to stop as I was going way too pale and everyone (my family/friend)use to ask me if I was wearing a foundation which I wasn't also when ever I use to eat spicey food my lips use to turn bright red (nice colour) lol

So I bin the monobenzone and eventually months went past I started developing brown patches everywhere including my face I kept paitence as I knew it was the results ofmy own fault and eventually I was brown and white it looked like vitiligo, I was so stressed at that time went to see a demertoglist who did nothing and toldme to keep paitence I took things in my own hands and went to see some one at a beauty salon and they recommened amelan peel which I took and (all praises to God) it worked! I wasn't my own colour but I was one colour all on my face but it did not work for my arms or hands.

Now 4 years had passed my arms are very dark, my legs are mutli tones colours and my hand just looklike I had vitaligo but again I am depress and want to do something about my patchy feet and hands I am thinking about monobenzone again but I do not want to go down that road again can someone advise me please