I am 14... yes I know I'm young. Recently my grandmother died, she was like a second mother to me. She practically raised me... That just destroyed me when she died, and I felt just sad all the time. That was 3 weeks ago. I am still.. recovering. Then after that my girlfriend breaks up with me, that was 2 weeks ago. So I got this whole load of sadness on me right now. After that I looked for another girl so I could distract myself and I really got attracted to this one girl who really listened and understood me. She said she really liked me and then two days later she picks this other guy over me and she says she doesn't like me anymore... that was 3 days ago... During school I am kind of happy. And at home I am like... depressed.. my grades are pretty low.. and my parents yell at me a lot...

Life sucks... I need help... please :/

You're going through A LOT. I honestly think you need to give yourself a break. Don't go looking for a girl to distract yourself, or you will just be adding more emotions to the fire, and you're so young, chances are a break up is going to follow. You can distract yourself by looking out for number one- that's you. Take care of yourself, work on a project, focus on school. Don't worry about how you feel unless you're having suicidal thoughts- strange feelings and confusion are pretty much normal when you're going through loss, a breakup, and the teenage years... all at once no less. Don't worry, try to relax and heal in the meantime.