Well i'm in love with a boy that i kissed 3-4 moths ago and now he doesn't care about me.And i just can't get him out of my mind no matter what i'll do.I tried to stay with my friends and laugh and tried to think of something else but it only works for some hours .I think it's because it was my first kiss.Back then i wanted to be with him...i think he wanted too but he gone to the seaside and then he fallen for his x-girlfriend...i was shocked and when i saw him on the street i didn't say hy or something and he did...and to make him speak with me i pretended to be some other girl until he told me[as that girl] that he likes me...and then i cracked and told him that who i was.By that time we spoken to the phone...and i was falling more for him...after he find-ed out who i really was i provoked him to say that he doesn't want to talk with me and he sad that he want to...and after that my best friend find out and he told him that he doesn't deserve that i speak with him...and then he told me that he won't speak with me because i told her...and i know now that i don't stand a chance and i don't know how to forget him.I tried to speak with other guys that i like.But it's not the same.What should i do.I'm tired of tears and hopes that he will say something one day and call me even if i know that he won't.And it's harder to make him fall for me again because we are not in the same city.My best friend tells me that he just wanted something else from me...and he didn't want me anymore because i'm a virgin.I think it's stupid but she is right.But this doesn't wake me up from my blind love