I am so sorry for your loss. I was in a family of eight and now I am the only one left.
This happened over a period of time but very painfull. I felt like a part of me was gone,
And not being able to get in touch and talk, ask advice, it was very painfull .
I needed them to get by. I am a christian and believe in God. I came to understand
For myself, I was not trusting God and believing Him and His word for my strenght.
He tells us He is always in control over everything that happens and all things work
For the good for those who love Him. One thing you can do to help yourself is to find
A place you can volunteerr for some good causes for others. Maybe something
Your girl friend was passionate about. Doing good for others always makes people [you]
Feel better and I know you need that now. When you volenteer it helps get your mind
To start thinking on happier things.we will never forget, but it is a must we start
Thinking on what is at hand and needs help. This is what has helped me. I also read
And believe in God's promises and His love is healing. The Word of God teaches
You cannot commute with the dead. I believe that we are all spirits and we do live for-
Ever and where we end up is up to what we do here on this earth.
Bless you, Maggie 3