Jun 30, 2008, 12:08 AM
I met this girl on the internet named and her name is steph.. She is a really lovely girl and all, and I wanted to be her friend. We had a really conversation and I later found out that we had so much in common that its scary.. Ne way.. The second time I talked to her, she was busy packing for a trip down to australia from canada, which was her hometown. So we didn't really talk much and at the end I asked her if she can give me a call when she got down to aus.. Anyway like 20 something hours have passed and I got really worried about her so I sent her an email asking if her flight was alright and whether she was ok and stuff. Still no reply, so then I made the mistake of adding one of her friends and asked if she had got to aus safely... I found out that she had deleted me and blocked me on msn and deleted me off her friends list on facebook. She emailed me and said she had a bad experience with someone that stalked her on the internet, and I have been feelling completely useless, I hate myself for what I'm doing, I feel like such a waste of time and air and I never actually intended to hurt her like that.. But now she has blocked all main sources of contact that I have with her and she won't answer any of my emails... So I don't know what to do, I am someone that really values friendship with people and if I get really depressed when I stuff up like this.. Please help me! I am ready to apologise and sit down with her and have a chat about this but she isn't really giving me a chance to do that... What can I do?