MommaGonnaBe
Sep 17, 2007, 04:42 PM
Hi everyone...i'm new to this website, but after reading some questions and comments, i feel that the people in this community are pretty competent...well my situation is like this: i am 25 and it wasn't until june 2006 when i had a miscarriage, that my cycle had a tendency of doing whatever it wanted to do. December 26, 2006 was the last time i had a cycle until is came february 10, 2007. From then on, my regular 35 day cycle turned into 45days, 55 days, and so on. My last cycle was May 15-19, 2007. Around June 23-26 (around the time it was supposed to come on)..my cycle started & the only protection i needed was a few squares of toilet paper...(normally i have spotting the first day, heavy the next 2 days..then tapers off the last 2 days)..this particular "cycle" was extremely light and very pink! That was the last time I had a cycle...now I'm a whopping 126 days late! i've taken several hpts which read negative and one blood test that read negative. i've experienced all of the pregnancy symptoms such as nausea, fainting/ dizzy spells, minor breast tenderness/fullness, excessive urination, extreme fatigue and weight gain around my mid-section. i'm moody and young children tend to cling to me...and i also just look and feel pregnant!....i've heard stories of women who've had negative blood tests and in turn ended up being pregnant! i'm scared to go to the doctor b/c i don't want her to think that i'm a hypochondriac or so desperately want to become pregnant that i'm just making all of this stuff up for fun...that's why i miscarried the last time b/c no one believed that i was pregnant until it was too late...the only way this mystery can be solved is if i get an ultrasound...i would love to become a mother...but i don't want to get my hopes up if i'm not pregnant..i'm just starting to move on from my miscarriage and i can't bear the fact of being at that lowest point again in my life if it proves that i'm not pregnant this time...someone please help!





