So, my boyfriend and I finally had sex for the first time. It was my first time ever. And I expected it to hurt(and boy did it!), but after about an hour, it didn't hurt at all. It was just kind of... I don't know how to describe it. But it didn't feel good. It was just plain uncomfortable. It wasn't because I wasn't 'in the mood' or there wasn't enough lubricant.. It just didn't feel good. Masturbation for me feels good. But when he comes right down to it, sex doesn't. I have even tried using toys... and they don't even give me pleasure if I insert them... Doesn't feel like anything actually... Okay, so, granted, he isn't the biggest in the world... But he isn't the smallest either. So, I should have at least felt something.. But still, nothing. He know's I do not get pleasure out of it, and he feels bad because he is brought to an orgasm and he 'c u m s'. He say's "I'm not satisfied completly until your satisfied." And I just don't know how to make it happen.. ): Is this normal? Does it mean something is wrong with me body? Could it be because it was my first time? But then I can't help but wonder why it's like that when I use toys and such... Some help would be fabulous! (: