Im a 20 year old college student. I was never really a sexual person. The thought of sex and having sex with random girls was never in my head. The first time I masterbated was in 8th grade, I only did it since "everyone else in my grade was". After that it was like I was addicted. I masterbated everyday if not more. Probably on average from about 8th grade to senior year I was doing it about once a day. After I lost my virginity and had sex with the same girl for a little over a year. Wed do it like 3 or 4 times a day sometimes at first. After a while we calmed down and did it about every day or every otherday. Probably about 7 months into the relationship I started masterbating because her pleasing me sexaully just wasn't enough. Now 2 years after I lost my virginity I found myself hooking up with 4 different girls this semester in 4 weeks... which some guys would be like good job. But the thing is that's not how I want to be. On days that I don't get laid I find myself masterbating every time my roomates out of the room. For the last year I've proabbly been masterbating about 3x a day. I produce a lot of *** when I masterbate each time also. But its kind of a problem because I like to talk about sex and stuff like that only, and that's all girls think I want. When I have sex with a condum on, it sucks so I just do the pull out and hope she don't get pregnant thing. One of the girls I was able to have sex with a condum on but that was because I actually liked her and she actually liked me. That's about the only time sex with a condum feels good to me, and well I just cant find a girl like that because I always find myself just trying to get down any girls pants when put in the position of should I go farther or not, I try to control myself the best I can, but still I end up doing it. The other day I had masterbated 5x. After masterbating one of my friends told me she wanted to come over and have some fun. She came over about 15 minutes after that and we jumped right into having sex. She told me she could kind of tell that I was having problems staying hard and stuff, but I was still able to have sex with her for about 20 minutes, and we both climaxed. It was fun, and felt good, but the next day I still masterbated another 3x. I really don't know what's wrong with me. Why am I so sexualy driven, and is their like some type of antiviagra I could take, so that I could find the right girl for me. Ive been single for 2 years, and really don't want to have multiple sex partners, I've always tried to wait for the right girl, but since march I believe I've slept with about 11 different girls, most of them being one night stands... I also ended up picking up chlymedia, and was able to not masterbate in that period because it caused pain, but I still found myself wanting to, and doing it on occasion regardless of the pain, just so I could feel the pleasure of getting off, which ended up being more painful because of the disease, I refused to let myself be put in a sitaution where I could spread the disease though, and that's when I really wished I could have gone farther because a girl I had my eye on was looking to have sum fun with me, and I ignored her all night because I knew how I am, and fater that she lost interest in me. And I didn't want to admit to anyone that I had the disease. Now I really don't care. But is their like something wrong with me, and what about in the future, am I just never going to want to have sex, because I pleased myself so much while I was younger?