Hello Everyone,
Well I asked Synnen to reopen the topic for another day or two because I wanted to share my final thoughts and the reason for me asking this particular question.
Remember, I am a male and 22 years old. With that said here we go. It was just a couple months ago when I had met the most wonderful girl to have ever walked into my life. She was amazing, we clicked very well, and ended up getting into a relationship. We were very passionate about one another and I had decided that I wanted her to be my first. I had finally met someone I wanted to lose my virginity to. She was so great and I was very happy.
Well about a month into our relationship I had my first sexual experience (oral sex) and it was great, which was made better because I had so much passion for her. We had oral sex a couple more times in the following weeks and I was sure that we would eventually have sexual intercourse when we were both ready. Unfortunately the relationship fell apart (the break up was bad and I am still trying to deal with it), which we really came at a shock because she was supposed to be the "one." Also, when I say the "one" I mean the one in every way, including sex.
So the relationship is over and with regards to my sexual experiences I felt that I was left hanging in midair. I had waited so long to find that special person to experience sexual intimacy with but it felt like I had only gotten half of that experience. It's like half of you is through the door, but you still have not fully walked through that door. Do you understand what I'm saying?
That is why I asked this initial question. I felt that I had only experienced half of what sex with someone special is, but not the whole thing. So I was unsure if I was still a virgin. Fortunately, after reading everyones posts, I've decided that I am a virgin but that I'm also not a virgin
In my opinion I'm simply hanging in mid-air. So if I'm ever asked whether I am a virgin I will respond with "Well, this may sound weird, but I'm somewhere in the middle. I've had oral sex with one other person but I've never had sexual intercourse. I'm not sure how you feel or think about that, but that's the best and most comfortable way for me to describe it."
So there it is. I just wanted to explain myself because I got the idea that some people on this board had the impression that I was an oral sex king and that I was trying to manipulate the word virgin in order to trick people. I hope I cleared things up a bit.
Lastly, thanks for all the advice! I really appreciate it. You all are great!
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