Female sexuality can be very complicated in cultures where religion and family oppress expressions of female sexuality in girls.
It may be something you will grow into sometime in the future, say your 20's maybe?
From reading questions and advising people on this board, I would say that having a boyfriend too early, and trying to please him way too much is a major negative toward developing yourself as a fully orgasmic woman. Being a people pleaser as a teen can set you back in your sexual development. You have to be in charge of your sexual development.
It is a good idea to read books on sexuality that are age appropriate.
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