my boyfriend and i had only been together one month and we slept together, it was my first time and now i think back although i have no regrets as such it was far too early. but at the time i felt ready, i would have done it after 3 weeks, but he said no i wasnt ready. ever since i gave it him the first time, he wanted it more a less everyday, and we were having it about 4/5 times a week, then one week we had it everyday, i was getting a bit bored, buthe only lasted 5/10 minutes so it wasnt too bad, i just tried to enjoy myself, but then he started to express sexual fantasies and desires, and basically reinact porn, i wasnt impressed and he knew i felt uncomfortable but he said he trusted me and felt he could ask me to do anything. now i finished him i feel lost and even i want sex, but just not the dirty sex he wanted. he keeps begging for me back, but i cant help but think he wont really change. i dont like the fact he watches porn, and obbesses about sex 24/7. even though my mates said hes weird with what he was asking, they cant realy talk as they do that with their boyfriends, its just the fact they have been together longer than we have. maybe he did just want sex from me, but he wouldnt be chasing and back for me back the way he is doing, i keep thinking maybe im being harsh, maybe different sex drives isnt the end of the world, but i cant help but think if i dont give him dirty sex he may go elsewhere?
Why would you want to do something you dont want to do, exspecially when it comes to sex, when will the demands end, when he's bored with all his fantasies and desire...what next ? and you have just started out on your long life of sex, so there is plenty of time to try new things, when YOUR ready.
Your "relationship" with this guy is making you very unhappy, and soon, if you don't take steps, your feelings of self-worth will be in the gutter. Get out of this "relationship"(him using you as his porn sex toy), get out right away!
Then, in a month, you will be ready to meet a new mate who has something going for him.
I will agree you do sound very young, how old are you ??
First it sounds like he is doing nothing to please you at all, and second he is not considering your feelings. It also sounds he just wants to have sex, and not do anything else.
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